If only I had stayed we’d be together.
You’re still my muse,
But now it rains when I want it to shine.
I never expected this.
I stumbled onto your homepage today.
It was beautiful, I was devastated.
You were so content, and I was so absent.
I was elated at your beauty and joy.
You took my breath away,
And the pain kept it from me,
Now the pain is as real and lasting,
As the surprise image of you on you wedding day.